I've been thinking a lot lately about everything really: life, love and the future. I guess being off college has given me a lot of time to think, maybe a little too much time. I just saw that I haven't blogged in over a month and that in itself proves how quickly life flies by and that scares me. I feel like I'm just walking through life and not achieving anything. I want to achieve and I want to do well. It's now August 1st (a pinch and a punch for the first of the month by the way) and this summer I've been trying to really get my life sorted. What do I want to do with it?
I start my second year of college in September but to be honest, I really don't know if I can face going back. I don't feel like it's going to benefit me at all and I'm sick of being surrounded by wannabe type people (you know what I'm talking about). You get to a point where you're like, do you people even know me? Because people don't know half of the things I'm thinking. So now I'm thinking of working really hard (at my lame office job) to go travelling for a year... or longer.
It's taken time but my head is sorted in the love life department too. I guess it's true that when you fall hard for someone it takes a long time to recover and I think I finally have. It hasn't been easy but I now have more of a clear mind about it. Sometimes things aren't meant to be which is sad but a part of life. Although I'm prepared for the fact you never fully get over your first real crush, I'm probably about 85% there.
I'm going to try and blog a lot more. It's a good way to release your trapped feelings.
Ciao for now,
Francesca :) x
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